本帖最后由 漂洋 于 2019-1-4 23:47 编辑
漂洋有着GOOGLE帮衬和自己的一点基础,愣是翻译出了这篇信件。 On wednesday when I chatted you on msn, yes said we will chat again at the weekend .but I have been waiting for you whole week on msn and facebook.. I see that you were busy with taking pictures with your wife , thats what I can understand by looking at your pictures that you uploaded on facebook.
By the way , you said you regret that you are married to her but when I looked at your pictures, you didnt seem like you regret! You looked quiate happy! When we chatted on msn that day, I copied and printed our conversation and read it all again and again! all day long. Almost I commit them to my memory what you wrote . As a result ,things you said made me puzzle and confused.
For example, You told me that , that girl Love me as plathonic and you didnt love her you said ... Then How did you go to her and how did you marry to her ?? most important is how can you sleep with her ??
When we chat that day you told me you had hard time to decide wether to go to her or not! then you should go to her before you get in to my life 1 year ago ! why did u come in to my life ? You said you waited for my answer for 8 month but you toldmethat you were interested in me in March. and I sow you in bus after on the 24 th of April .
If you really loved me , no matter even if I said no to you, you would find the solution to be with me.. even wait for me at the bus station when it s so cold and freezing.
One more question, you just choosed the easy way for yourself. you asked to me who is guilty but you must ask this question to yourself. You not only destroyed your life, you also destroyed my life by going to her. Now, when ever pass the bus station kemalpasa where you get use to take the bus I always imagine like as if you will get in to bus , it s like dream now and I know you will not be there to wait for me and it really hurts me.
I know that what I am feeling for you now will be gone in 3 or 5 months time.. I will forget , even started forgetting now and I am doing my best to forget you. The Love I felt for you is taking to the place of Anger now ! Because you lied to me and you used me ! I would never expect somthng form you like what you did and I was dissapointed since I heard about it.
You know why I am writing you all this ? because I amfeeling so bad now and I feel betrayed. I feel like shooting and feel like I am gonna explode, I am hoping you will give me an answer to the question that I am always asking to myself now ! Question is; if you really decidedto go her, why did you come in to my life ! If you have even little bit respect to me, Please answer this question ...!
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